SUMMER 11. <3

there are certain people who are not meant to fit into your life, no matter how much you want them to. moving on is simple, it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult. &lt;3
Well, this set is kinda different from my usual stuff..but I kinda like it. It was fun to make for once..And I've grown to not like making sets sorry to say. But I enjoyed this..
 
Anyways, this summer has been GREAT. Other than some drama and stupid shit. But it has been fun, and I still have three & a half weeks left. <3 I'm gonna be so sad when it's overr..
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Cause He Ain't You.. <3

One year ago - 170 views
Cause He Ain't You.. &lt;3
Well, I finally made a set. It's been so long.. It'd crazy. Polyvore used to be a such big part of my life and I forgot about it. <3 Who knows. Just wanted to try it out again..
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I Want To Hold You In My Arms And Tell You Everything Will Be Okay, But I Don't Know If It Will Be. (HBS)
this was for wednesdayy, :)
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The Girl: Charlie Anne Avina
The Outfit: Halter Bikini, Over-Sized Cream Cardigan, Studded Raybans, Huge Leather Bag, Golden Sandals.
The Makeup: Light Golden Eye Dust, Charcoal Eyeliner, Lipgloss.
The Hair: Loose Curls.
The Place: The Beach
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"Here look good Char?" Jake smiled, pointing his free-hand (the one which I was not holding) towards an empty spot on the sand. It was just the right amount away from the water that we wouldn't get splashed, but close enough that we could walk to it quickly without wasting time.
 
"It's perfect." I exclaimed letting out a much needed puff of air. I gently unfolded my fingers from Jake's fingers and began to help him lay out the picnic blanket and set up the food and drinks on it. We had decided to skip dinner and arrive here first because everyone else would be getting there right after dinner ended.
 
"So Charlie," Jake started before biting into his sandwhich. He paused, waiting for his food to digest and then continued. "You and..um, Ethan are friends again?" He began to mutter things under his breath and I sighed, sort of angry that couldn't become friends or something.
 
"I guess." I whispered, running my fingers through my hair and rolling my eyes. Jake looked at me fiercely and I looked right back. "Jake..trust me. I know Ethan, and I know everyone keeps telling me to not let him hurt me again..but he seems genuine..can't I be friends with him?"
 
"Charlie, you have told me sooo much about this kid hurting you and breaking your heart, and taking things away from you that you can never, ever get back. And I understand all your Christian stuff about giving people seconds chances and forgive and forget..but I could never let him do that you again." Jake finished, looking out of breath and sort of angry.
 
I smiled, Jake truely cared for me. "Thank you for being so protective of me..but I'm old enough to make my own decisions. Thank you very much." I laughed and hugged him kissing him gently.
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JOIN! nineteen eighty-eight, a roleplay (1988)
A spin-off of Hepburn Boarding School that proves one thing beyond all else: your parents were just as f*cked up as you.

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Welcome to Etern Preparatory Academy, nestled on a scenic Long Island waterfront in the Hamptons, home of the rich, powerful, and morally rotten.
 
The year is nineteen eighty-eight- Micheal Jackson, Madonna, Erasure, Rick Astley, and Guns & Roses rule the airwaves, girls and boys alike traipsed around in acid washed jeans, hair teased to sky-high volume. A new drug called "crack" appears on New York streets, collagen and silicon change the landscape of bodies, teenagers across the country listen to punk or hip-hop in scandalous underground clubs. And for the students of Etern Prep, a very fateful year is beginning.
 
They're preps and punks, rich boys and scholarship girls alike. And they're about to tear their pretty little world apart.

You've found yourself here at Etern Prep, where there aren't Blackberries or Macbooks. No iPods or even Starbucks. But there are other ways to have fun, and doubtless, you'll try them all.

Etern Preparatory Academy boasts alumni who have moved on to every Ivy League school as well as liberal arts colleges around the world. It is a privilege to attend an acclaimed boarding school in such a scenic location, but most of the students overlook these factors. These rich boys and party girls grew up with a silver spoon in their mouths and trust funds bigger than their stepmom's silicon implants. Wild and restless, most of their nights are spent partying on the beach, glowsticks and Cosmos in hand, rather than studying for the SAT.

This is 1988, after all.
 
http://www.polyvore.com/nineteen_eighty-eight_roleplay_1988/group.show?id=103078
 
yeahh buddy :D
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A Blast From The Past. (HBS)

Two years ago - 335 views
A Blast From The Past. (HBS)
The Girl: Charlie Anne Avina
The Outfit: Golden Sparkly Tank, Black Skinny Jeans, Flowered Sandals, Sunglasses, Gold Jewelry.
The Makeup: Lipgloss, Mascara, Black Eyeliner
The Hair: Up In A Super Straight Ponytail.
The Place: Dewdrops Cafe. New York, New York
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"Dev," I whispered in her ear as some freshman droned on and on about the fundraiser. I stared down at my golden Tiffany watch and grimaced. "I'm going to leave now, I have to meet Ethan at Dewdrops Cafe' at twelve thirty and it's already twelve twenty five."
 
"Alright, that's fine. Good luck babe." She winked and I gave her a quick hug before disappearing into the crowd of Hepburn students. I had told Jake all about the meeting with Ethan and he had totally understood. I wish I could say that I would've felt the same way about him meeting up to 'become friends' with one of his exes.
 
As I approached the taxi which was waiting for me on the curb, I took a deep breath and hopped inside hoping for the best. "Dewdrops Cafe please." I smiled, and layed back against the seat.
 
"Here we are Miss. Avina." The taxi driver announced as I slipped him his cash. "Your very welcome have a nice day." His bald 'Mr.Clean' type look paired with is New York Yankees Jacket made me sort of laugh to my self as I walked calmly towards the small, quiet cafe'.
 
After ordering my mocha iced cappucino, I headed to the back of the place where Ethan had told me he would be waiting. And with no question, there he was, nibbling on a blueberry muffin and drinking his coffee black. "Good afternoon Ethan." I smiled, as he stood up to greet me. We bothsort of stood there, not sure if we should shake hands, hug, maybe just nod and sit down? Finally we settled on a handshake and sat back down in our opposite sides of the booth.
 
"So Charlie, I want to appologize..." He let out a deep breath. "..for everything. I understand that our breakup was one of the most stupidest decisions in my entire life and I will never find a girl like you ever again. I'm sorry for ever pressuring you into something you didn't want to do and still regret to this day. I'm sorry for tellin Lacey a ton of innapropriate things during our relationship. I'm sorry for going out with your sister right after we broke up, because honestly..that was stupid. And mostly, I'm sorry I ever let you get out of my life. Because you seem like an awesome girl to have as a friend and I really miss you."
 
I sat there, breathless, not sure of what to say. I never thought Ethan would ever grow up and be able to say that. I still could remember sitting at my desk all freshman year writing "Mrs. Charlie Leery" over and over again on every folder, every notebook, and every binder I owned.
 
"Am I forgiven?" He asked, smiling. "Can we be friends?"
 
"Of course!" I squealed. "That's all I ever wanted." I stood up just as he did, and we hugged. "Thank you Ethan. For everything."
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super long surveyyy♥

Two years ago - 305 views
super long surveyyy♥
Interested in anyone at the moment?
idk, not reaalllyy.
 
Have a best friend?
jessica!♥
 
Are you in a good mood right now?
kind of..
 
Who was the last person you spoke on the phone for over an hour?
Alex & Gary lmfaooo.
 
If you were upset who would be the first girl you went to?
jessica, ferr suree.
 
Do you need to say anything to someone?
a lot of stuff ♥
 
Who is the last person that called you?
jennna, i love herr haha :D
 
What made you sad today?
my parents situation, and fighting with my mom :P

Are you available?
yep, but it's gonna stay that wayy.
 
Has a boy/ girl ever called you babe/ baby?
yupper, jacoby & austin and alex lmfaoo.
 
What are you doing tomorrow?
probably going to the park with my besties ♥
 
Do you hate it when people smoke around you?
i dont caree.
 
Do you like to take walks ?
yes with my best friends of coursee.
 
Will your next kiss be a mistake?
how am i supposed to know? but everything happens for a reason soooo.
 
Do you have to check in with your parents before you go some place ?
nah. they dont care.
 
What bed did you sleep in last night?
mine.
 

Would you rather have big or small dogs?
i love both (:
 
Do you trust all of your friends?
nopeeee. hahaa
 
Are you afraid of falling in love?
sort of </3
 
Have you held hands with anybody in the past week?
Yupperrsss haha, at fireworks lmfao.
 
Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
My parents fighting :P wowwww.
 
What was the last thing you cried about?
My family issues. me and my mom..
 
Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
yes.
 
How are your siblings?
..eh. little. hahaha
 
Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest/fastest for?
yes. we're bestfriends.
 
Do you want kids?
i think so (: idk yet though
 
Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
I have A LOT of guy friends I can talk to. Jacoby, Austin, Alex, Gary..
 
Did you go out or stay in last night?
went outt.
 
Who was the last person to give you a ride somewhere?
Mom. blah
 
Did anybody ever call you beautiful?
yuppers♥
 
What was the first thing you did this morning?
check my phone and eat breakfastt.
 
Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love?
i dont love anyone like that right noww. haha, plus im thirteen soooo.♥
 
Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
exactly its my saying xD
 
Name something you would NOT tolerate in a relationship?
uhm, cheating? idk.
 
When was the last time you snuck out?
haha uhm, im not gonna say. :P
 
What did the last text message you sent say?
"well i gotta tell him a timeee." about having austin go to the park later with me and jenna and jess and jacoby.
 
What features do you find most attractive in the opposite sex?
eyes or hair? idk (:
 
What are your goals in life?
live life ♥
 
Would you ever adopt a foreign baby?
possibly!
 
If you could say just one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
probably just ily, but i couldnt live say one thing! yer crazy!♥
 
If you won the lottery- who would you call 1st?
uhm, idk, jessica!? that'd be exciting. hahaha.
 
How many kids do you want to have?
two or threee?
 
Would you make a good parent?
hmm im not sure.
 
Where was your default pic taken?
its an iconn.
 
What is your middle name?
marie. MMA, mixed martial arts xD my initialss!
 
What are your plans for the weekend?
well, its sunday today but hanging with friends laterrr. tomorrow going to park all day with twinss. and then maybe sleepoverrr?
 
What was the last TV show you watched?
Worlds Strictest Parents!
 
Are you musical?
nah.
 
If you could go back in time and change something, what would you change?
NOTHING! i wouldnt change a thinggg! (:
 
What are you wearing right now?
Short Dark shorts, a white and blue aero short sleeve with a red tank :)
 
Best place to go for a date:
idk, somewhere romantic :) ♥
 
Favorite animal:
uhm, panda bear xD
 
Favorite month
JUNE. end of school/birthday= amazing.
 
Favorite juice:
cranberry grape juiceee! inside joke ;)
 
Have you had the chicken pox?
nope, i got the vaccinee.
 
Have you had plastic surgery?:
ferr sure.....JK. ewh. hahaha
 
Did you get in a fight with someone today?:
yup, my mom.
 
Last person to see you cry?
my mom.
 
Who made you cry?
my mom! lmao
 
If your crush asked you out, would you?
no :/ my goal is to stay singleee♥
 
How’s your life?
blah, its aight. hahaha (:
 
Anything exciting happening this weekend?
yupp, a lot!
 
What is your favorite type of music?
rap/hiphop/pop.
 
Favorite type of chips?
original. ♥
 
How many pics of just you do you have?
a lottttt.
 
How was your New Years?
whoa, a long time agoo...uhm, i think it was good if i rememberr?
 
Getting your hair cut anytime soon?
yup, cut/highlight/eyebrows!
 
Will you be single this coming Valentine’s?
idk? ♥
 
If so, will you be okay with that?
yeah, i'm good.
 
Next time you want a boyfriend/girlfriend?
whattttt???
 
Do you have any gay/bi friends?
uhm..no?
 
How about gay/bi pets?
wtfff, lmfao.
 
How old will you be this year?
thirteen, just turned itt.♥
 
Next cd you’re going to buy?
cd!? what is this 1998?
 
Do you have a camera?
yupper
 
Do you have a PS?
ya, i dont play it though i suck at video gamess.
 
What’s something you just don’t give a fuck about?
my parents relationship is starting to get there :p
 

How many boys have you loved with in the past five years?
blah, two? idk.
 
When will you drink next?
.
 
Think of the person you’d like to be with the most right now, when did you last talk to them?
like 10 minutes ago!?
 
When is the next time you will make out?
i have nooo cluee.
 
1 month ago, what was your love life like?
i believe it was right before i started dating jacoby. so it was sort of complicatedd.
 
Is someone mad at you?
YES
 
Where is the person you miss most?
hmm...home?
 
Think of the last person you told “I love you” to, did you mean it?
yes♥
 
Have you ever kissed someone whos name starts with a A?
yup, austin! (: lmfao.
 
Have you ever kissed someone who’s name started with M?
uhm..nope.
 
Have you ever kissed someone who’s name started with a J?
yup, jacoby! (: hahaha
 
Would you have sex with your last ex?
noo.
 
Have you kissed anyone today?
nopersss
 
When did you last cry?
this morning.
 
If your best friend came up to you and said “Hi” and then grabbed your boob, would you be freaked out?
i'd probably die laughing but be a little freaked out if it wasnt on accident.
 
Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with B or K?
uhm...nopeee.
 
Who was the last person you had a conversation with?
Jennaaa.
 
Who was the last person you were in the car with that isn’t family?
Jenna, Jessica, and Ally.
 
This time last year, were you single?
yess.
 
How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?
wtf. yer a ver curious person about kissing arent you? hahaha
 
Are you still friends with your last bf/gf?
yes♥ we are bestfriends.
 
Do you love the person you last held hands with?
suree.
 
Are you in love?
nopeee.
 
If your ex said they hate you, you’d say?
i'd probably flip out and get really upset because we are bestfriends.♥
 
Do you miss an ex boyfriend/girlfriend?
no, we are hanging out laterr.
 
Who did you kiss at midnight on New Years?
no oneee.
 
Would you take an ex back?
idk.
 
that was longgg.♥
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Just Wait Until Next Time When You Call For My Help And I Don't Come (HBS)
The Girl: Charlie Anne Avina
The Outfit:Different Colored Indian styled tank, short shorts, and gladiator sandals.
The Makeup: Dark Eyeliner, Blush, Lipgloss
The Hair: Tight Curls
The Place: Paris, France.
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"Tonight, there is some big showcase for a new young designer at L'Hotel..but strangely, I'd rather not go." I looked over at Jake his lucious brown hair framing his tanned face, tilting my head to the side a bit. "Is that okay with you?" All day I was thinking about last year's fourth of july which I spent at a beach concert with Ethan.
 
"Of course, I was planning on like going to te beach and watching the fireworks or something." He grinned and took a drink of the water bottle on the breakfast counter. His sparkling green eyes looking at me happily. He was excited for his brilliant plan.
 
"Alright." I gulped, and looked down at my golden-gladiator clad feet. I could do this, it was a long time ago that I was with Ethan, I'm in love now.
Jake was the man that I truely loved and cared about. "Sounds amazing." I smiled weakly and spun the chair around in a circle, planting my feet down on the ground and walking out to the terrace.
 
"You okay Char?" Jake's hands wrapped around my waist and I smiled, feeling like the luckiest girl alive. Everything would be fine, no drama for once and I felt amazing. Why start now?
 
"I am great, everything's perfect for once. Thanks Jake." I should've known better to not say that, because I knew soon enough something bad would happen. It always happened like that.
 
FROM: Ethan.
SUBJECT: Talkk??
 
hey charlie, i think we should be friends again. i was thinkin about last yr. and i rlly miss u as a friend. meet me soon? thxs.
Baby I Love You, I Never Want To Let You Go. The More I Think About, The More I Want To Let You Know That Everything You Do, Is Super Duper Cute And I Can't Stand It. (HBS)
The Girl: Charlie Avina
The Outfit: White Flowy Tank, Black Ripped Short-Shorts, Golden Jewelry, And Black & Gold Sandals
The Makeup: Bright Red Lipgloss, Black Eyeliner
The Hair: Loose Waves
The Place: Venice, Italy
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FROM: a&Cadymysisterrr(:<3
SUBJECT: Time For A Visit!
Char, I miss youu! How are You And Jake? I Saw some pictures of you two together on your facebook account and had to contact youu (; I MISS YOU! You need to come give me and Josh a visit.
 
I smiled, intertwining my fingers with Jake's as we walked down he street. I knew Jake would be up for visiting his costar and her husband who i'm proud to say is my brother. "Jake, Cady said she would love if we come down for a visit soon. We could stay with them for a while. I miss them so much."
 
"Of course, sounds great. We can go as soon as we leave Europe. It might be nice to escape to the quiet life of the hidden celebrities over there." He laughed, tossing his head back in the adorable way he always does. He would never knew how much I loved and cherished every little movement he made.
 
"Yes, I suppose it should be interesting to see Cady and Josh living happily married together." I grinned, slightly tugging away from his grasp to write back to her. I wanted to stay for a while, maybe a few days, maybe a little longer. I missed her, my own sister, and of course Josh, my older brother.
 
TO: a&Cadymysisterrr(:<3
SUBJECT: RE: Time For A Visit!
Awh, it sounds great! I am actually in Venice right now discussing when we should come visit with Jake while walking the streets. It is sooo beautiful here, I wish you and Josh could be here with us! I have a lot to tell you Cades. I miss you so much, I believe we could come up sometime soon. (: Lots of love, Char.
 
"So Charlie," Jake smiled, kissing the top of my head. "does coffee and a danish sound good to you right about now?" He grinned, his teeth whiter and shiner than a Crest commercial.
 
"Sounds delish!" I exclaimed, intertwining our fingers once more as we walked into a small delicious-smelling Cafe'. I looked around us, and I realized how perfect my life truely was right about now. A perfect boyfriend, almost no drama, out of the country, summetime, and well, I was having a good hair day.
No One Will Ever Understand How Much I Love You, After I See You I Go Home and Dance Around Singing Your Name, I Feel Like Telling You Everything About Me, I Have Never Felt More Comfortable Around A Person In My Life♥ (HBS)
yes, i made a set! yayy! (: expect some moree i hope? :)
 
The Girl: Charlie Avina
The Outfit: (not pictured) Black Short Shorts, Silver High-Heeled Sandals, And A Flowy blue tank (pictured)
The Makeup: Shiny Lipgloss, Black Eyeliner, Mascara, Rose Colored Blush
The Hair: Tousseled Sexy Curls
The Place: Venice, Italy
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"Charlie, you sure you don't want to go? I'm going to miss you so much babe." Devan wrapped her arms around me, I inhaled the strong scent of her perfume as her dark black locks flowed over my shoulders. "I feel like you haven't even been on campus except to go to class!"
 
"I guess it's sort of true I suppose." I bit my lip, trying not to spill out the secret stunt I was about to pull off, just to show Scarlett Kerr Bloom I was still here. "I honestly would rather not go though Dev, you know me and Scar don't exactly get along." 'Not exactly getting along' was such an understatement.
 
Brushing my hair away from my eyes, I waved off Devan as she left for Italy. As soon as the dorm room door slammed shut I leaped over to my phone on my bedside table and dialed in Jake's number wich I had memorized by heart. Waiting for him to pick up, I silently tapped my foot imagining my entrance. "Good morning gorgeous!" Jake answered the phone on the third ring, his voice sounding perfectly awake.
 
"Why good morning, handsome! I just want to clarify that we will be meeting by my parents house in New Jersey to go on the jet." A smile spread acrossed my face. O how much I missed getting Scarlett mad. She was one of the few people in Hepburn I had a very big issue with.
 
"Of course Char, I'll see you there. Can't wait to spend time with you in Italy. Our first out of the country trip together." He laughed. Me and Jake had been together for a long while now, too long for anything stupid to get in the way of our perfect relationship.
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"Baby, we're almost there." Jake tapped on my shoulder, making me eagerly peek out the window of the jet. As soon as I saw the beautiful land of Italy, I leaned up and kissed Jake gently on the lips. He responded with another kiss, and then we began our usual makeout session.
 
I knew this might seem a little immature to be doing, but me and Jake were so comfortable together now. I truely loved him, and after getting taken advantage of, getting my heart broken, and being more confused than ever, I was finally happy. "I love you." I whispered as we pulled apart.
 
"I love you too Charlie." He smiled, his eyes brightening in the light. I was the luckiest girl alive.
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FROM: a& Devanmysisterr(:<3
SUBJECT: We're At The Hotel
 
I miss you already charr, the hotel is beautiful..Luna Hotel Baglioni. Wish you were here! Venice is amazing.
 
I grinned, soon enough Dev, soon enough. "Luna Hotel Baglioni, here we come!" I smiled, tossing my hamds in the air in the limo as we pulled in to the hotel parking lot. Jake squeezed my hand and I took a deep breath. Settling my sunglasses on my nose, tousseling with my wild curls, and making sure my lipgloss was shiny enough to be reflective, I was ready.
 
As the limo pulled in to the front door of the beautiful five star hotel, the driver opened my door and I stepped out, my high-heeled sandals clacked onto the marble ground. I saw Scarlett standing inside with Ava, chatting and staring at the waterfall with frappes in hand. As Jake appeared by my side, his hand holding mine. I grinned and began to strut towards the hotel. As the door opened I saw heads spin towards us. Most likely because Jake's new show was starting soon and he was still with me, Charlie Avina, the beautiful brunette. Finally, Ava and Scarlett's heads spun around.
 
Her jaw dropped and I tried not to cackled evily as I stopped in front of her. "Hey girl, how are you?" Jake stayed silent by my side.
 
"Why. Are. You. Here!?" Scarlett gritted her teeth and spat the words at me. I knew this would happen, she was so predictable.
 
"Yeah, this is Scarlett's trip. You're not supposed to be here." Ava flipped her dark hair over her shoulder.
 
"I wasn't talking to you darling." I waved Ava off, kissed Jake on the lips, hinting him to go up to our room and highered my sunglasses onto my head. "I can be where ever in the world I want to, so don't start with that. I know you're suprised. I mean, I sort of out did you with my entrance I suppose."
 
Now the lobby was silent. The Hepburn girls were staring at me and Scarlett, making us both feel a little more pressure to have good things to say. "Oh shut up Charlie, you did this on purpose. Showing up with Jake late of course, in a limo. Can't you ever just fit in with every one else?"
 
"I don't fit in, I stand out." I stated simply.
 
"As do I." She shouted, I smirked, closing my eyes for a second. "You better watch out you little bi.tch."
 
"Oh, it looks like you're the one who is always being surprised. Am I correct?" I winked, walking passed her, my shoulder brushing against hers roughly. "Ta Ta for now." I said over my shoulder.
 
She growled behind me and shouted for Ava. As I stepped towards the elevator, I saw Devan running up behind me, but as I stepped into the elevator, it closed and she was left on the outside. I swore under my breath and pressed floor 34.
 
FROM: a& Devanmysisterr(:<3
SUBJECT: uhh.
 
Wtf just happened? I need to see you..NOW.
 
I closed the message, exhaled through my nose deeply and stomped a heel into the glass floor of the elevator.
 
TO: a& Devanmysisterr(:<3
SUBJECT: RE: uhh.
 
Be there soon. Meet me in the cafe.
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